ho hum hum-bug day

today was extra wrotten. like a piece of fruit that you have forgotten in your lunch sack. i had some of the worst, most, unfriendliest customers today. someone actually yelled at me. lucky me. and then on my last break i go to have a chat with my boss. it was short. like my career at target. a lunch sack you have forgotten you own due to the length of time between usages. we waited an hour tonight for a booth at our favorite pizza joint. apollo proceeded to cry or fuss the entire meal. much like he cried/fussed most of the previous night leading to this gloomy day. i'm tired (thank you apollo), ill (thank you sinuses), and depressed (thank you lack-of-day-light). i wish it was yesterday, which was a pretty wonderful day. but it's not. and i can't go back. this lunch sack is found after falling out of a high shelf in a closet onto your shoulders, leaving behind a moldy smelly residue on your freshly washed shirt. when you bend down to pick up the remains of "squished fruit and a lunch sack," you see that it is in fact your favorite piece of fruit that you would very much like to enjoy right now. instead, you drop it in the garbage can. along with the lunch sack. some things aren't worth saving. so steven bought me some flowers. i managed to place them decoratively in a cup full of water only to have them spill all over the counter. the shelves. the new toaster i got for christmas. so that's it. today's not worth saving. im going to bed with apollo and vanity fair (the book, no witticism there). and lucky steven is on his way to work.